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20 ::: GOD DAMMIT (11-01-09) [Nov. 2nd, 2009|07:33 am]
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I'm gonna come out and say this is one of the worst dreams I have had in as long as I can remember, and it HAS to be from watching Antichrist - one of the darkest, most disturbing movies I have seen in as long as I can remember - just last night.

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The beginning is a mystery to me... but from what I can remember...

It all took place in a nice, big house at night. The lights were always dim.

We were shooting a movie. It was supposed to be a normal movie, not a porno or anything - yet every scene we were shooting involved repulsive sex acts.

There was a group sex scene involving friends Kalla Hunt and another girl - I don't recall. Apparently I am living with both my mom, sister, and Sarah in this house because all of this takes place in a bedroom which must belong to Sarah and I - because we sleep in that bed at some point. So we're trying to shoot this group sex scene which I believe I am involved with as well. But we're trying to wait until my mom is asleep. She was supposed to have gone to bed a while ago - but now everytime we're about to start shooting I can see her watching us from a distance. There are several windows between our bedroom and other rooms of the house like the living room and such. I kept trying to adjust the windows without closing them completely so that it would block my mom's view - but she kept adjusting where she was in the house so that every time we were about to start shooting again, I noticed her peaking through a crack and watching from a far. So as far as I'm concerned, we never shot this scene.

Then there was another shoot, involving my sister on her own. Fortunately, I can't remember details but it did include both explicit self-inflicted violence and sex acts (these are the worst nightmares ever...). Someone took pictures. Could have been me but since I can't remember I'm going to say it wasn't because I don't want it to be (even if it was a dream. I don't care. No one else would write about something like this. It's disgusting).

This part of the shoot was interrupted by a strange dark haired boy in the next room. He was calling for me from the stairway he was waiting on. He was shouting about "Full Sail" which is a college I registered for online just a couple of weeks ago... (Full Sail University). Recognizing this, the shoot was halted and I headed towards the staircase to speak with him. My sister followed behind me but kept her mouth shut the entire time. I walked up the stairs to speak with him. He was much younger than I was expecting (probably about 15?) and was wearing dorky clothes like a yellowish button up shirt? He told me his name which was something McKinley or something to that effect, then he informed me that I needed to be ready to go, tomorrow. I told him I probably wasn't going to go anymore and had changed my mind since applying. He kind of brushed that off and told me again that I need to be there tomorrow. I asked him where it was. He named some town I've never heard of. I asked where that is. He said "Elk River". I again insisted that I probably would not be there... Then, the subject completely changed. He started talking about God and having faith and basically just immediately making it clear how religious he is. Then, he started talking about how he is watching us in our house at all times and has the ability to through some new device that I can't remember the name of. You would think this would be some teeny tiny invisible thing... but it's far from...

That was the end of that. In the end, I laughed at the kid and walked away as if he would just disappear and... he must've for the time being.

Back in the bedroom, I started scanning through photos that we had just been working with... which included blood, genitalia, and my sister. Immediately, I felt disgusted and didn't want to have to deal with them, so I gave the camera to my sister and told her she needs to pick out the right pictures. Once that horrid feat was off my shoulders, I hopped into bed with Sarah and passed out...

Next thing I know, I'm waking up in bed next to Sarah after going to sleep for the night. And I notice this MASSIVE thing sitting across the room from us. They look like a small cluster of giant paint cans, and each paint can has a different word written on it - I don't recall what any of them said, besides one that said the religious kid's name on it. Sarah woke up at this point as well, and I remember understanding what I was looking at and trying to explain it to Sarah. I don't know if she understood or not. Looking back, between all the paint cans, there was a big long neck ascending from the center, and at the end of the neck was a big round camera that sort of looked like a robot eye. It moved closer and closer to our bed, and just sat there, watching us.

I must've gone back to sleep again and ignored it.

Last part is the only part that takes place during the day.

I'm in the living room. My mom is there too but she's wearing a strange wig - long, raggy, dark hair that is very unlike her. She's kind of staggering around the room very strangely, as if she's looking for something. I get a phone call. It's my mom. My mom begins talking to me as if nothing strange is going on - having a regular conversation. As my mom is talking to me on my phone all casual like, my mom with the wig on approaches me and just stands right in front me, looking at me almost like a zombie. Her mouth is not moving. My mom is talking to me on the phone, but my mom is also standing in front of me with a wig on, and her mouth is not moving. I ask on the phone "How come you are talking but your mouth isn't moving?" Seconds later, it's as if I awake from a dream...it's daylight again, but there is my mom (no wig this time, just her normal self) with a gun already to my head. Bam. She shoots me in the head.

End of dream.
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Knee injuries bring bad dreams [Dec. 5th, 2008|11:42 pm]
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So I hadn't been having dreams I remember in the morning at all, until a few nights ago when my girlfriend Sarah randomly suffered a knee injury. A severe sprain to be exact. I've spent the days since watching over her and making sure everything is cool, and hoping for a quick healing all the while.

Well I've noticed since the knee injury became apparent, I've had negative dreams/nightmares every night since. They've all been very in depth. I feel like it must be rooted from the stress of worrying about Sarah each and every night.

The first night, I don't remember much of at this point, but let's just say there was a lot of unpleasant stuff involving an overabundance of pulsating skin and blood blasting out of a vaginal opening simultaneously. The next night, there was an unfair feeling situation involving a moment caught on video that ruined my life, although I felt like it never actually happened. It was a depressing dream to say the least, losing some friends and of course, my girlfriend.

And then, last night, there was a little bit less of a tragedy evolving, but still a dreadful feeling episode, nonetheless.

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A few days passed as me and Sarah relaxed in our California style duplex, which we shared with a couple of other dudes. The sun was out every day, and the cats were always around playing. After a few days, I woke up to find that Sarah was missing. The walked around meowing... probably just because they wanted food.

I remember going next door to question the guys about Sarah's whereabouts, and for some reason I had the gut feeling that something shitty was going on involving them. They acted very standoffish and I got a bad feeling, but there was nothing more I could say. They didn't tell me anything. So I was off into the city to see what I could find out.

Apparently I had a friend that worked for some kind of beer company. So I hung out with him at the headquarters office building where he had a room and lived. He was very happy with his job and overall I always had a good time hanging out with him. I browsed his DVD collection and something about the movie "Delicatessin" caught my glance. I told him we needed to watch it soon and that was that. Then, we began watching Backdraft. I remembered it as a cheesy, pussy, barely-worthwhile movie about firefighters, but fifteen minutes into the movie, I found myself gripping my own seat because it was so intense. Some guy who looked a lot like Rob Lowe was running around blasting giant nine inch nails from a nail gun at Kurt Russell, and totally fucking him up right at the beginning of the movie. I remember just being like "Wow, I didn't remember this movie being like this".

We must've drank a shit ton of free beer or something at the headquarters, because next thing I knew I was at a McDonalds in a mall downtown, and it was dark out. Oh yeah, and I was completely naked. Apparently at this McDonalds it's legal to be naked if you want to be, but I was the only one there without clothes. And I felt really fucking uncomfortable. It seemed like the majority of the people around me were giving me weird looks, but the girl behind the counter was just kind of smiling awkwardly and giggling to herself. I ordered a couple of cheap sandwiches and apparently 2 orange juices or something, but one of the orange juices was only about a sips worth when it came out. She told me my total was $25, and I said that was way too much for what I ordered, and that the 2 orange juices may have well just been one. Her expression changed and all of a sudden she just seemed like...she had really fucked up, and didn't know what to do anymore.

Next thing I knew, I was back at the house, but no one was there except for a bunch of the cast members from Full House, mostly just the daughters, except all grown up. I don't remember what was going on, but it was something terrible. I remember being in the backyard, where DJ was running by me, back into the house, away from something. Then I remember Michelle, being the only one who was still a little toddler. Except, she was a ghost. She was transparent, and white. And she was driving a Power Wheels car. She drove right past me into the alley, and I followed her, running. I was about 10 feet behind her moving at about the same speed. All of a sudden, at the end of the alleyway, her car started floating and she kind of flew up into the sky...

I went back to the beer company office building. Nothing there was the same. The guy I knew had moved out or been fired. And the boss was a new black guy who asked me what the fuck I was doing there...

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18::::::: BLUE CLUES [May. 26th, 2008|10:38 am]
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This was a long intricate tale and lots of the details are missing.

It started in a giant church type building where a bunch of random people were viewing some film in a giant theater type room within the church (like in the movie "Demons") - well, I can't remember what movie it was but I remember it was very hard to sit through. Brutal stuff was happening in the movie, and weird stuff started happening in the actual room itself as well. I barely made it through any of the movie at all. I remember ditching out and exploring the rest of the church. I remember a bunch of broken glass but I don't remember it's significance. I thought something big and horrible was going to happen in the theater room, but it never did. The movie finished and I asked a bunch of people how it went on their way out. I talked to a bunch of really old people who had huge smiles on their face and somehow, surprisingly enjoyed the movie lots. I also met a foreign, really hot blonde pornstar on her way out - who also enjoyed the film, had no problems, and told me about how normally she paints her entire body and face blue when she does adult work.

Later...

I was at home at our apartment. Me, Sarah, and another girl who I can't remember. I was looking through one of our roommates rooms, who was a boy, but he was not home. The pornstar who was at the movie theater was (somehow) packed inside of a small aquarium just outside of his door, with a heat lamp on over it. I thought nothing of it. Later, apparently the other girl who was with us at the apartment, made her way into the room but decided it would be a good idea to chop the pornstar's body up into little pieces. I came into the room as she was doing it, but I didn't say anything. Just watched. Immediately, I became scared that I would become attached to this case as soon as the body was found - and that I could go to jail for a long, long time. I'm pretty sure the girl left and just left the body pieces at our apartment somewhere.

Later...

I found some program that would help me redeem what I had done. It was some kind of swimming game. The room was shaped like a Simon board. The colored sections were where the water was. And the center part was land - where the "program instructor" stood and gave instructions. The program instructor happened to be Evan Stone, the male pornstar, this day. I was the only male in the room, all the other little chickies swimming around me were other girls, who happened to look like pornstars as well. I had to run around, jumping on little floating things, and trying not to fall all the way into the water, while kind of collecting little Poke-balls. But, i just had to bounce on them and then I would "get" them, and they'd disappear, like in a video game. Every time I would fall all the way into the green water, Evan Stone would chuck super long two-sided dildos at me...



I think I eventually "won" the game... but, I don't know what it did for me. Makes no sense.
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17::::: Purple Dracula on Campus [May. 15th, 2008|09:56 am]
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It started with me sort of going through some sort of portal and kind of appearing in this multi-floored section of this school building, where people are supposed to sleep or something. Maybe it was supposed to represent dorms or something. I remember the bottom floor was closed off, and was trashed, a total mess. The next room up belonged to Logan Kelly, who I was supposed to meet up with to get some money - also, one of my basses was in his room and I needed to get that too. I got to his room, but he wasn't there, so I just grabbed my bass.

It seems like I just randomly went through another portal from that point, and appeared in some other part of the school, this time with a large amount of money already in my pocket, that I felt belonged to someone else, but I didn't know who. I came out into this giant hallway, which was very dark, it was nighttime now and no one else was at the school. There was a giant purple-caped figure that I felt I was supposed to battle, and there was lightning and thunder crashing of course. I was ducking into different little rooms on the sides of the hall to avoid the giant for moments at a time, then I would come out and fight it with either gems or lazers or something strange, I don't remember, but I somehow beat the thing.

I also know Jon Hunt was involved somehow, but I don't remember how, and there was also a new Dracula video game that I played once, and it was awesome, and everyone was talking about it at school as well.

The next morning, I was still at the school, I ran into my father. He had somehow gotten his life together enough to become a music teacher at this school, but he was still a major alcoholic and was wasted. I tried to talk to him about what had happened with the purple dracula, and the money I was supposed to give to someone, but he wasn't really listening and couldn't comprehend it, he just mumbled nonsense and stumbled away back to his classroom.

Later, I was talking to a few kids outside of his class, and one black girl specfically made it clear to me how everyone really loves him as a teacher but knows how horrible his alcoholism and emotional problems are, and it makes everyone very sad. Then, she started crying. And it made me want to cry too.
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16:::: CANADIAN DIVA AT METALFEST [Apr. 29th, 2008|11:59 am]
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[Current Location |Worcester, MA]

There was this giant metalfest on the East Coast somewhere. The entire lineup was big and little metal and metalcore bands. The lineup was basically similar to the New England Hardcore & Metal Festival in Worcester, MA. Only there was one very obscure guest towards the top of the bill, scheduled to play - CELINE DION. This boggled my mind, but I was very excited to see her set.

The day went regularly, and an hour or so before Celine was supposed to play, for some reason, the entire fest was cancelled.

Flash forward and everyone is on the highway driving away from the fest. In front of me, is a big purple box moving down the road but it looks like a giant Crown Royal bag, looks made of velvet and purple with gold print that says "Celine Dion" on it. I speed up to the side of the purple velvet Celine Dion box and look over, and the box it just kind of gone. Instead, there is Celion Dion herself, RUNNING down the highway, and all of a sudden I am running to, by her side.

She is very nice and we have a short conversation about the fest. I ask her how she decided to play metalfest and she tells me "She just came to see Ash Avildsen" (he is the one who booked Dead To Fall, and also books about half of the metal/metalcore bands in existence today), apparently he set up the entire metalfest. Celine made it seem like she had some sort of thing for him. I just thought to myself "Figures".
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15::::::: TEEG & SAAR CUTT HAIR [Apr. 1st, 2008|10:07 am]
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All I remember is I kept stopping into this hair salon which was managed by this big redheaded chick named Heidi who I used to work with at Lifetime Fitness, and sure enough she worked in the Spa section there and cut hair. Also, on the staff at this mysterious salon, was a hot older chick who I used to work with, Megan, who was a manager at the Megastar Cinemas movie theater in Maple Grove. Aside from these two, Tegan & Sara also worked at the salon! I don’t remember why I always stopped in, or where I was coming from, but there were all very nice to me, and I remember in the dream, I was preparing to talk to Heidi about the possibility of becoming the receptionist there,, mostly just because I was obsessed with Tegan & Sara and wanted to become friends with them.
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14:::::: ON TOUR WITH CORPSES & ANGELS [Mar. 14th, 2008|10:03 am]
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[Current Location |Austin, TX]

We were in Austin, TX at some multiple floor venue and had finished playing a show that night. We were supposed to stay with our sound guy, Zach Kahlick, but he wasn’t answering his phone all night.

Just as we were getting ready to leave, some of the workers there and a couple of cops/investigators informed us that there had been a murder upstairs, and they asked us if any of us were willing to look at the body and see if we recognize it or know anything about it. Well, I volunteered to take a look so I went upstairs and I almost stepped on the body, as it was covered in a tarp and I didn’t even realize what it was. They lifted the tarp to reveal this guy wrapped in some soft of a mesh thing, looked like he had been pulled out of the sea. I could barely make out his face, and certainly didn’t recognize him. So I told the guys I had no idea, but kept watching him, and I swore his eyes were moving a little bit. Then he started kind of hacking some shit up and convulsing a bit – then one of the guys started like, performing an exorcism or something! He started screaming shit like “Demon be gone!” with his hands outstretched. All of a sudden, the “dead” body had one last giant convulsion and shot back up to life. And when he rose up, and the mesh was off his face, all that stained it was a bunch of blood, just like the rest of his body, I could see that it was our sound guy Zach Kahlich, who everyone had been trying to get a hold of all night but couldn’t. Zach immediately looked really happy to be alive although he was covered in blood. He stumbled over smiling, and gave me a hug, thanking me. I told him to try not to get to much blood on my shirt.

So, on the way out, I was looking for some of the guys to inform them, but I couldn’t find any of them. I did run into Joanna Angel though who was being an intense flirt and made it clear that she wanted to go bang if we could find somewhere to bang, so we went from floor to floor looking for a private enough bathroom to fuck in, but somehow never found one. Last thing I remember is scaling down a massive cliff type mountain to leave the venue.
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13::::: WHAT'S A MOTHER FOR? [Oct. 31st, 2007|10:01 am]
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Tammy Clark (Kaitlin’s mom) was coming to drop off a laptop she had gotten for Kaitlin, and leaving it with me for some reason, even though we have/had been broken up for a while. I was in a really dark restaurant or bar, seemed like it would be a shady Chinese restaurant. I was with another friend but I can’t remember who it was. Tammy came in and gave us the laptop, then immediately started bawling. Whoever I was with tried to grab her for a second to talk to her but she shoved him away and headed for the exit again, crying harder. She didn’t even say anything to us. I rushed to follow her and catch her outside. I called “Tammy!” to stop her. She turned around, still bawling, and just shouted at me, “Go home, Chad. I don’t want to hang out with you”. And then, I let her go. She disappeared into the alley and that was it.
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12::: YOU'RE ALL FIRED (08-25-07) [Aug. 25th, 2007|10:51 am]
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So the first half took place in this huge fancy building which apparently was our practice space and one other bands who I can't identify. Dan, Josh, Kaitlin, and this Andrea girl I've only met once at a show in Chicago was there too, we were all just jamming and hanging out most of the time.

When night came, Andrea invited us to come over and party at her place. The whole night was normal. People were drinking, socializing, etc. Andrea was walking around pouring drinks all over the floor for some reason, throughout the entire house. And then when she was done she came back over by everyone else to socialize, but was acting really weird and quiet. More of the night passed, and everyone was saying their goodbyes and getting ready to leave. Andrea, standing quietly by the front door, with a cigarette in her mouth, lit a match to light it. As she lit the match, I had a thought, and realized that the "drinks" she was pouring around, was most likely gasoline judging by the look on her face. I was right. I immediately ran for the front door right past her, as the match dropped and the flames spread. I made it out okay, as everyone else was probably bursting into flames and dying. I know a couple more people ran out after me okay, but I don't remember who they were...
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KNIFE PRTY 2 [Aug. 22nd, 2007|02:16 pm]
11:::: KNIFE PRTY 2 (08-20-07)

It was a full day in high school, it was kind of like a mix of MGSH and MGJH. A bunch of kids from my class/grade were there throughout the dream. They were filming some sort of reality show, I dunno what the theme was or what it was for. The whole first half of the day was really normal, and everyone was being cool and nice, and in a good mood. Then, when the second half of the day started, everyone started acting really suspicious and I could tell something was up. It gave me really bad vibes. I noticed my car was missing and I thought it had been towed or something. I wanted to find it really bad. Then kids from my grade started coming after me sneakily in the halls, with knives. They started stabbing me, sneaking up from left right and behind me. Like everyone in my entire grade was in on some big joke, to stab me to death. They acted like the knives and the stabbing were fake and fictional for the reality show cameras, but the truth was that they were killing me. It was a struggle to find my car but eventually I found it and sped away wounded as hell, I think...
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10::: META-DUAL DRAMA (06-08-07) [Jun. 10th, 2007|10:25 am]
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[Current Location |dual apartment complex]

This took place in 2 different buildings that seem to be some sort of apartment buildings or something, right next to each other. They seemed to be about 4 or 5 stories tall.

I met this cute girl, we clicked, we started messing around. Then, my girlfriend, Kaitlin ran out crying and yelling at me. Somehow I had forgotten about her completely until the moment I saw her crying face. Somehow, I kept ending up with a new girl, and the same thing would happen over and over again. I would start messing around with the girl, and then Kaitlin would come out in tears or some girl would come and remind me about her and tell me which building she is in and on which floor. Then I would run to the building and book up the stairs to find her. This cycle continued for what seemed like an hour long.

The very last time, I ran to Kaitlin who was on her knees crying by a water fountain which was outside between the two buildings. I calmed her down then lifted her up like a baby and carried up to the 2nd or 3rd floor of one of the buildings. We sat down in the hall of the stairwell on the 3rd floor, and began to kiss and mess around. In a blur, Kaitlin bursts out of the door right down the hall from us crying and screaming at me for cheating on her with this other girl. Immediately in the moment, I forget who the girl is that I am messing around with and all I can feel is the guilt and regret that consumes my entire thought process. The only thought in my mind is, I need to go fix this. I need to go comfort her. This is where the dream ends.

The interesting thing is...after waking up, it wasn't until THEN, looking back on the dream, that I realized that EVERY girl in the dream WAS Kaitlin. Somehow with the moment of her freaking out, I would forget who the girl I was with was, throughout the entire dream.

The dream itself just felt stressful during it, but the moment of realization afterwards was absolutely...strange. I've never had a dream that felt like it HAD to mean something, so much. And I have no idea what it would mean.

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09::: GIRL FEST (05-15-07) [May. 18th, 2007|05:17 pm]
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[Current Location |Copenhagen, Denmark]
[music |Faith No More]

Unfortunately not many details are memorable about this one.

The dream took place throughout the town in Inver Grove Heights, although none of the girls in the dream were from Inver Grove Heights.

It was pretty basic.

I kept going to this house that Holly Yamada was like living at and we were hanging out a lot. But nothing else was really happening. Then I started hanging out with Kelly Larson a lot too. And me and her were like getting kind of naughty and we were planning on having a lot of sex. And then the day we were going to bang I stopped by Holly's with Kelly and Kaitlin Clark was there. When I saw Kaitlin I realized I didn't want to be doing what I was doing. Me and Kelly left but I spent the rest of the night trying to get away from her and finding Kaitlin!

HOW MYSTERIOUSLY METAPHORICAL!
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08::: JUMP INTO THE FROG MOUTH (04-29-07) [Apr. 30th, 2007|03:57 pm]
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We were at what was supposed to be Cristal’s house or apartment, and everyone was gathered round to try this thing she was talking about. She had this giant nasty slimy looking bullfrog well it was just about the size of a small cat or dog. She told us “a trick” to do with it. She said that if you flick its throat, its tongue will roll back and a blue hole will appear in its mouth. Once you’ve gotten the blue to appear, you can dive into it’s mouth, and it will take you to a different place. Well Megan decided she was gonna do it with me, we were going to dive in together, and then Jeff was gonna dive in right after us. Well we flicked its throat and the blue appeared. It didn’t even look like a hole, it looks a black with blue speckled like fleshy bulge took up it’s mouth instead when it appeared. I was pretty scared, I didn’t know how this was going to work, but I was so intrigued and Cristal was so stoked about having people do it, that I had to try it. But we kept getting interrupted, and it didn’t happen. Then Jeff said he was doing it and bam next time I looked over I saw him run and dive towards it and get sucked in. A few minutes passed and he was still in there.

I left and went for a walk on a long tread uphill which seemed to be in a college campus type area. I ran into a few people I think I recognized from high school but who weren’t very interested in hanging out with me, I think they were nerdier kids too. Then on the way back to wear I came from, I spotted Jeff again with some of the same people and a bunch of nu-metal dudes wearing Spineshank shirts which they mentioned. But yeah, I asked Jeff about the experience and all I remember that he had to say was “If you dive in there, you will hear the most fucked up sound you have ever heard. It’s the sound the mutants hear when they turn into mutants” I asked him if he regretted it, and he said yes.
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07::: HOUSE OF KNIVES [Jan. 27th, 2007|05:15 pm]
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[Current Location |a hotel in Indiana]

Now I recall the middle part of the dream I had two nights ago, because last night’s was a continuation of that. I had trouble sleeping last night. This dream kept returning and that doesn’t help.

There had been a series of murders involved around the circle of people that I knew. I didn’t know exactly who was doing it but everyone was fucking around with knives from time to time, and scaring the shit out of me because I couldn’t tell who was murdering people and who was just fucking around.

This all took place at night, in a damp, brown-toned old house. It started out with me and Dan hanging out with a large group of girls at the house, and I remember there was nothing to do so I was showing them a home movie we were working on starring Josh Lutterman. I also remember before the home movie started, there was a series of mega explicit cumshots (all filmed in cars?) intensely edited together and my mom happened to be there just when that was playing, in order to comment on it and say something like “this is my sick son”. After that she left and the home movie started. It took place in the winter and daylight, but I don’t remember much more about it. All the guests fell asleep during the movie and next thing I know they were no longer in the house and I was wandering around scared because I was alone now and I assumed they were all dead.

I don’t recall the center chunk of the dream which involved me wandering around the house a lot trying to figure things out, but I remember feeling like a snake or snakes were involved again, and not knowing who was innocent and who was a murderer.

Towards the end, some identities were revealed. Two of the youngest kids who apparently live at the house, and were younger brothers of some of the other dudes, surrounded me in the kitchen and both had butcher knives. They moved towards me slowly and began saying crazy things like they were completely out of their minds, and then started stabbing each other one place at a time almost like in the finale of Scream. First in each others hands, then like their shoulders and stuff. Then they came after me, but I booked it and managed to run to a large building next door which I think was a hospital. I called the police immediately on my cell phone and didn’t know an address for the house but they said they would send someone right away anyhow. After the call, I was surrounded by about 4 more of the men behind the murders. Including who I assumed was the ringleader, which was a kind of shorter man with a shaved head and a goatee, and an insane look in his eye. They told me to act cool and act like I’m friends with them. I wanted to run again but I knew as soon as I tried they would stab me to death right there. Getting stabbed to death is the last way I want to die, so instead, I forced myself to wake up.
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06:::MORBID PAINTINGS/NEON SNAKES [Jan. 26th, 2007|08:13 am]
I was living in a new nice house with my mom again. I had the bedroom towards the back wall and she had a room to the side of the house not far from mine. I was famous for being a soap opera star or something like that. The house had come with a bunch of paintings and pictures that we had kept up on the walls. Well, one night shit was hitting the fan and I was realizing that there is something morbid involved with all of the pictures. I noticed that in all of the pictures there was some kind of demonic face. Some of them were the type of pictures where you had to move from left to right then the face would change and then you would see it. I went and got my mom to show her because I wanted help. I kept trying to show her the biggest painting which was one of the ones where you have to move from left to right. I kept trying to make her do it and she kept like messing up and turning her head and acting like she didn’t know how to do it. Then after about 5 or 6 tries, she admitted to me that she just didn’t want to see it. Then, all of a sudden, a couple of bright green, aggressive, seemingly venomous cobra snakes were in the room trying to attack and bite me quickly and harshly. For the majority of the dream, I continued to run around the basement trying to figure out what was wrong, and what I was going to do. There were two more snakes blocking the stairs and in the bathroom. I ended up sprinting into my mom’s room, and hopping up on top of her bed, standing there. She was there too and was pretty much acting like nothing was wrong and was cracking jokes at me about the snakes. Then, I noticed a meth lab on her table.

For some reason, when I saw the meth lab, this is what triggered me to realize I was dreaming and wake up. There was a definite beginning and an important middle chunk of the dream that didn’t take place in the house and involved something else entirely, but I don’t remember in the slightest.
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05:::BAD BUILDING (10-26-06) [Jan. 26th, 2007|08:10 am]
My band, Dead To Fall, was playing at some old high school building or something, and the giant men’s locker room where we spent lots of time in the evening was apparently haunted. There were like giant crawlspace sized cubbies like 15 feet above the toilets that kind of went back into the wall and you couldn’t see far into them. This is where the demons/ghosts tended to usually lurk from.

I remember us all thinking that the building was really really cool but it got really low ratings on the internet.

What were the ratings for? Why was there ratings for a building? I have no idea.
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(((BONUS DREAM 01))) JOSH LUTTERMAN - CLAY WORLD [Jan. 8th, 2007|04:26 pm]
It started out where I could view the town i was in like it was claymation...
All the buildings from a distance looked fake and made out of clay
The general manager at my work was a teacher at some art school i was going to, and David Cross, or soemone who looked like him, was some sort of administrative staff member... like principal or something
We went outside to play baseball, but when we got out there we were all in this metal fenced maze... like it was a completely random configuration
It was like 6ish or so in the summer time, so the sun was starting to go down past the building, so the building looked like a huge shadow in the distance
And when we all were standing outside, all of a sudden, a large baseball was thrown off the top of the building and hit David Cross in the head and made him bleed
And he was like "great, now i'm bleeding"
Then we decided to drive to a lingerie store where my brother Zach was working????
He was helping some hot artsy chicks he knew try on panties, and while i sat in the waiting room one of them came up to me like she knew me and started flashing her vagina at me and saying,
"Can you see it?"
and i was like "what?"
Then a tongue and a face came out of it, like it was her boyfriend stuck inside there, and then she said "No, not that... My boyfiend came in my vagina".
And she showed me the cum, and then tried to sit on my face
And while i was gasping for air, that's when i woke up.
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04:::HEADWOUND IN SPACE [Sep. 29th, 2006|07:01 pm]
I don’t remember much about this dream except for the fact that I had a huge headwound on the back of my head. It took up pretty much the entire right half of the back of my head. It was still bright red but somewhat scabbed over, as if it were from an accident that had happened maybe 5 or 6 days ago and was just starting to scab. And my head was shaved all around the wound. Also, I was in my grandma’s (Grandma Fjerstad, Darlene) SPACESHIP. And everyone on her side of the family were all in the ship. I don’t know how I got there or why everyone else was so used to it but it freaked me the fuck out. I pretty much came to, and was in this room, with Derrick. I was all scared and noticed the wound on the back of my head, then looked out the window to see us ascending at extremely high speeds, as we were passing by some nearby planet or something. There were like giant cactus type trees quickly rushing by. I felt sick immediately. Derrick kind of giggled at me for being so scared. I don’t remember any other details about the dream except for it was a very large ship and there was lots of areas to explore, with every member of the family in some different area of the ship.
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03:::NEW FOUND DEBAUCHERY [Sep. 26th, 2006|07:00 pm]
I only remember hanging out with Annabelle and a bunch of the rest of my band. All I remember is at the end of the night when it was time to get in bed, I was getting totally gypped. She was ignoring me and ended up sleeping between Logan and another dude or chick.
(In reality, I had just started dating her 2 days prior to this)
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02:::FLASHBACK.FIREWORKS.COLLEGE. [Sep. 18th, 2006|06:58 pm]
I was partying at some house, and I don’t remember any of the details until the important part kicked in. I went out front of the house, but it was like I had gone back in time somehow. My dad was out there playing with my sister but she was about 3 years old. There was snow on the ground, not a lot but a little, and Nicole was dressed in a cute little red and white snow outfit, running around and shouting things like the 3 year old she was. It was sweet though because I was still 21, and I went up and interacted with her and played with her for a minute, and it felt real and awesome. Then I remember looking back at the house and it was on fire, then blacking out, and waking up again in a dark room. People were telling me I was hallucinating and that I must’ve thought this big hole in the wall was a time portal. I looked over and there was a big section taken out of the brick wall. I glanced at it for a minute and kind of pictured the scene behind it, and it made sense to me, in the dream. Then I realized where I really was. I was in the basement of a big college campus apartment building, where I apparently lived, with Dan, and others. Then, me, Dan, and two others went outside of the building and began shooting off fireworks. I remember one guy sitting in the window who just kind of started giggling when the first firework went off, and on. After about three fireworks went off, we saw cops pulling around the sides of the building and we booked it back inside. There were alarms going off and they made everyone gather up in the lunchroom. I kept trying to walk casually out of the lunchroom and go back to my room, but there were workers at every staircase and hall to stop me. I went back and found a casual spot to stand and look casual, next to Dan and the other people I was outside with. Jeff Carlson was also there at this point. After a minute, a cop came from behind me and asked us for our identification. We gave it to him and he walked away for a minute then came back. When he came back, he asked where Jeff had gone, and none of us knew cuz he really had just disappeared. Well we got away with it and they let everyone go back to their rooms. The only other thing I remember from the dream is when I went back to the basement room, there was tons of clumps of money mixed in with video game controllers and equipment. I just remember collecting it all, hundreds of dollars, thinking it was all mine and I had just forgotten that I had all of it.
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